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Name: Ami
Country: United States
State: Mississippi
Metro: Hattiesburg
Birthday: 7/29/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: God, laughing, ASL, thrift store shopping, buying belts, music : Emery, Underoath, Hawthorne Heights, Michael Jackson, Jackson5, The Starting Line, Beach Boys, Taking Back Sunday, Fall Out Boy, Further Seems Forever, Jimmy Eat World, He is Legend, Green Day, Anberlin, New Found Glory, Anadivine, Brand New, Relient K, Hawk Nelson, FourTooMany, Freshmen15, Barlow Girls
Expertise: always being late!!!
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  amibumpus
MSN: amibumpus@hotmail.com
Member Since:
12/7/2004
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| Some lyrics just explain it all. . . .
"Near To You"
He and I had something beautiful
But so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved him so but I let him go
'Cause I knew he'd never love me back
Such pain as this
Shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
Still a little bit delirious
Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.
You and I have something different
And I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be
He's disappearing
Fading suddelly
I'm so close to being yours
Won't you stay with me
Please
Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.
I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I belong
Where you are
Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.
God how desperately I need to be near to you....
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So. . . School starts tomorrow and I would almost kill to be back in a classroom. I don't really mind if I was the teacher or the student. . .Anyone want to pay my way to grad school? Pretty Please?
Life is absolutely crazy right now. Thoughts and ideas are flying all around, but no direction. I feel as if I have disconnected myself from many of the important things in my life. It's almost as if I don't know where to start. But I must continue to remind myself that life is now, life is a gift, life is something that I can't start and control myself. I have focused on my grades and finishing school and I have seemed to forget what lies next. It is so exciting to be single, educated, and ready to move anywhere . . . but yet... where do I start?
I have had two job offers in the area to be a regular ed teacher, which I declined both of them. Is this bad? Salary vs. Sweet Peppers . . . logically I should choose the first, but for some odd reason my heart says no. I can't be so logical all the time. I just wish the "American dreamers" would realize this and leave me alone about it. I have to remind myself that money isn't everything, which is a very difficult idea. If my future occupation ever gets to the point where it is simply a money-maker, then take me out of the classroom. For some reason I just hope that's not why God created jobs; I hope it is for pursuing a passion. I cannot wait to teach in a deaf classroom, to teach language, to give students a hope . . . one day it'll happen. I promise, but until then . . . come leave me a tip at peppers. . .
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| I passed the PRAXIS......
yay!
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| Graduated today from a little place called USM.
Many mixed emotions.
I want my masters.
Good thing I will be a teacher...
I don't wanna leave school.
Who woulda thought that? | | |
| Yay for Xanga... it's making a come back!
So, GRADUATION.... DEC 7. Be there.... I cannot wait 'til that day....
Well, maybe the day I find a job would be even better. T
here are absolutely no available jobs in the area or anywhere....
If you hear of an opening for a Deaf Ed teacher....
lemme know! ha
I am so ready to have my classroom, students, and a routine or some sorts.....
My students now are so great....
They have their discipline problems, but what Kindergarten kid doesn't...
They live on campus during the week and this amazes me...
I couldn't imagine my childhood without my family...
They love anything that's familiar tho...
Tonight i was working late and they saw my classroom light on . . .
So they ran up and started signing through the windows...haha
I guess they can't imagine me still at school... but I'm familiar to them now...
Amazing.
It's lovely.
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